Monday, May 2, 2016

No buenos

So I started to watch a new show called My 600 lb life... and it really is not good for me. Because I can't help but to think that's what people think of me.

And all I want to do is to stop eating so I lose weight. But I love food too much. But that's what these people say... "I love food" ... I'm conflicted, angry and sad with/at myself. Sigh.


  1. I watch that show too. Actually, it is a good thing. It doesn't matter what size we are - what they call "normal" in different cultures is different. Healthy is the most important factor, so a few pounds extra isn't the worst thing. Attacking it in a healthy way is what counts. Being angry and sad makes it harder. Loving who you are now is where you start. Be happy, stay healthy and love yourself.