Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Sometimes....

This may sound odd/sad but I feel like some part of me will always be a broken hearted girl.

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

beautiful.


I have to remember that I don't walk alone. No matter how hard it gets.

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Happy Christmas!

Nollaig Shona Duit! 매리 크리스마스! Feliz Navidad! Merry Christmas! Frohe Weihnachten! Feliz natal!

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Thoughts

Work has been insane. I feel bad because I'm definitely someone who complains about work a lot. Don't get me wrong, I know I am lucky that I have a job and am proud of where I am but these days because of the tasks that I have at work have been making me more and more unhappy with where I am in my life. The people that I interact with used to be a source of happiness but that number of people who make me happy at work has greatly decreased. 

I know part of me is looking for things to be unhappy with, which is the unfortunate nature of my depression. I just tend to make things worse. 

And now, I just got asked to send the proof of how my vacation days were approved. Seriously? Don't get me wrong, I really like my supervisor but I feel like she's just showing me how little she trusts me. If she doesn't trust me this much, why put so much on my plate??? 

Ugh, this is really souring the end of my vacation.